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baby, baby boy, first child, Identity, juggling parenthood, Life, losing self, Malachi, mixed emotions, mommy, mommy's boy, new mom, Parenting, sonogram, stay at home mommy, truth, who am I
I have loved you since the first sonogram
I just miss me, don’t get me wrong
I’m scared I don’t know who I am anymore
Since you started calling me mommy
My name is Melanie
I know I am Your mommy
I have loved you since the first sonogram
I just miss me, don’t get me wrong
I love to look at your beautiful tiny face
I particularly enjoy the cuddles of your sweet embrace
I have loved you since the first sonogram
I just miss me, don’t get me wrong
Sometimes I just need some space
To find out how to wear my new mommy face
So I can be a better mommy to you dear
And not give in to the fear
That the person I was before you arrived
has somewhat been lost and died
for I know she’s still inside
patiently waiting to be revived
I have loved you since the first sonogram
I just miss me, don’t get me wrong